5th Day: Six Song I'm Addicted To

Well, I'm a music lover but right now, I could listen to these songs from morning 'til night!

*_* What Makes You Beautiful

*_* Body Language

*_* Hindi Kita Iiwan

*_* By Chance

*_* Next to YOU

*_* Someone's Watching over Me

wala ka kabalo na gakaturn-off na gid ko tapat the more you say those words? gaka irita gid ko na magpaluoy2x ah... it hurts too much with matching wrong grammar and spelling... yeah i know i am not perfect when it comes to english grammar and spelling pero those simple words are not hard to spell and not hard to pronounce... i don't know if you could understand what i am saying and implying... the more you talk in english to impress me, the more na gid ang pag hindi ko sa imo... i really hate guys who would talk in english to impress where in fact it's not very impressive at all, gina himo mo lang kaladlawan lawas mo... sorry gid katama, pero indi ko gid ma feel sa heart ko na fall ko sa imo, when you told me you love me, i didn't believe at all... because i know deep within that our wavelengths are different... i don't know if i am the problem but i know i'm just being true to myself... natak-an gid ko katama! gina pressure pa ko, i don't want to hurt other people especially ang gahambal na love ko nila but you leave me no choice... ikaw gid gapa gwa sang pagka maldita ko... my motto is, i believe in love but not in i love you especially coming from a guy like you... you may love me as what you've said but i can't feel it, asta lang man sa hambal... indi mo ko dali ma intuan ya! i don't care! i know indi ikaw ang soulmate ko kay i was never excited but i was annoyed! i didn't feel glad at all... you didn't reach for my heart... you don't even know the real me, then how could you say you love me? if you really want to know me better, you need to dig deeper... i am not the girl you thought i am!

4th Day: 7 Fears or Phobias I have

    Every one of us has his or her own phobias or fears. Some of them may be faced whiled others may be too hard to overcome.

 

• Losing my loved ones.
  (That includes my family and friends and my future).
  

  
   

• Missing a Sunday mass.
  (That would leave me restless for the whole day and of course feeling guilty).
  

  
   

• To be reprimanded.
  (It includes being reprimanded without doing something wrong).
  

  
   

• I'm afraid of deep waters especially with sharks.
  (That would be so awful.)
  

  
   

• Seeing someone die in front of me.
  (I can't bear it in my conscience just to see that person die without doing something).
  

  
   

• Losing my faith. (It is my faith that saved me, why lose it now? I am really afraid that there will be a time I will lose it due to some circumstances I didn't ask. And if they said I'm an honest fool, then I say, it is better to be deceive than to lose that faith not only in God but in some people too).
  

  
   

• Angry parents.
  (You know what its like to be scolded by your parents).
  

  
  

 

2nd Day: 9 Things I do Everyday

• Wake up
  

  
   

• Take a bath
  

  
   

• Kiss my parents goodbye
  

  
   

• Go to work
  

  
   

• Eat
  

  
   

• Drink my chuckie
  

  
   

• Smile
  

  
   

• Read
  

  
   

• Sleep
  

  
   

  
   

  Teehee!!! That's what I do everyday without a miss! =)

1st Day: 10 Random Facts About Me

    This is the challenge I took when I read the blog of a friend. So I had also my 1^st day: the 10 random facts about myself. I already shared it to my textmates, now it's time to share it to my blogmates. Here it goes…

 

• I am a FILIPINO and I'm proud to be one
  

  
   

• I love animes, Asian stuffs, Asian songs, Asian etc.
  

  
   

• A certified chocoholic and a sweet tooth
  

  
   

• Frustrated detective/agent/spy
  

  
   

• I love music and numbers but not so good in arts
  

  
   

• I love to read and my passion is writing
  

  
   

• I love to watch videos of Ryan Higa, Kevin Wu, Wesley Chan, and WongFu Productions
  

  
   

• I love to travel and have adventures
  

  
   

• I can't live a day without smiling though I'm having a bad mood
  

  
   

• Lastly, I'm a PHARMACIST, this is my calling, this is my pride.
  

 

Please watch out for my second day. I need to go my own way….TEEHEE! =)

 

This Is My Calling, This Is My Pride

    I just got home from my afternoon shift in a hospital pharmacy. Yeah, it was a bit tiring but it's actually fine, I had fun though and a good laugh as well. I am just wondering why is it so hard to find fellow pharmacists? Why is it we are only few? It is very rare for you to see other pharmacists who would actually practicing their profession, aside from the academe of course, but they are practicing through teaching young minds to have future pharmacists.

    In my almost four months of working in the hospital, I had experienced a lot of frustrations and hardships, yes, my experience is not yet comparable to what others may have experienced. Sometimes, I am wondering if being a pharmacist is a curse or we are just not appreciated by others? Just because we are few, it does not mean that we are not important, where in fact we are part of the health care team and we are important. I always wonder why the treatment of pharmacists in the Philippines and other countries are so different. You may not blame other pharmacist who chose to work in abroad because there, PHARMACISTS are appreciated and highly recognized while here, in our own country, we are just the "inday" and the "toto". We don't mean anything to them, they don't even know that we are existing, they don't know how difficult and risky our work is. They are just seeing the superficial things we do like dispensing their medication. I admit, it is better to serve foreigners because they are respecting you, they are asking you for knowledge and advice, you will feel that you are needed and you could apply what you know through counseling. They give you due respect and you will feel so confident.

Fine. I need to stop this. I just feel sad because two of our pharmacists will be leaving us. It will be a burden on our part because we are now decreasing in number and a lot of work to do. Three areas to cover and in patients and out patients to serve, and there's only about 12 pharmacists left to do them all! We need more pharmacists, not only in our hospital but here in the country…=(

40 Random Facts About ME!!!

1. I love GOD, my family, friends and of course MYSELF! (how could I love others if I can’t even love myself?)
2. My mother planned to name me CHARISMA and my nickname should have been CHARM. (Don’t call me CHARM, it is restricted).
3. I love to eat.
4. My favorite hobby is sleeping.
5. I love to write and make a blog.
6. I love music.
7. I play the guitar and octavina, I’m starting playing the violin and relearning the piano.
8. I love anime.
9. I love to read books.
10. I can tolerate cold temperature.
11. My pain tolerance is high.
12. I love forensics and crime scene investigation.
13. Definitely a frustrated detective.
14. I love numbers.
15. I love arts but the feeling is not mutual.
16. I like bikes and cars.
17. I want to have a LAMBORGHINI. (DiABLO will do)
18. My code name last review was TRUENO AE86. (another car, meant for racing mostly use for drifting, next in line to my LAMBO).
19. I love chocolates and ice creams.
20. I am such a sweetie.
21. I am extreme.
22. I want to listen to ASIAN songs. (Chinese, Japanese, Korean and OPM)
23. I am simple.
24. I’m not fashionable.
25. I love movies.
26. I love shakes.
27. My happiness is too shallow.
28. I want to study further.
29. I want to play the drums.
30. I want to travel around the world.
31. I want to have a library.
32. I am boyish.
33. I’m planning to enter the convent.
34. I’m collecting ADIDAS Bags and slippers.
35. I am a member of NBSB.
36. I love teddy bears and stuff toys.
37. I play basketball.
38. I was diagnosed with ADHD.
39. I am autistic.
40. I am a FILIPINO.